Monday, 6 November 2006


i'm back, bitches.

i am just curious as hell, why should there be a person around you who will just rub things in your face just to get on your nerves and you are just stuck with this person for the rest of your life? well, yea ok. not the rest of your life, but it felt like it.

ish i'm in refusal of talking. because everytime i opened my mouth, there's always a reply - though unwanted - that felt like a snap. ooooh snappy snappy i cant take. cause i'll sure as hell turn one as well. but hey, in the name of kesabaran, and air muka, i bear. omg, how i stopped myself from snapping back. i am this close (setengah cm) from saying 'you bitch'. that means, i really cant take the rubbing. i loved it, though, cause im kinda sensing that the sarcasm is making a return.

what is it with people who cant take the opinions of others? what the hell is wrong anyways even if statements made by others arent that much of realistic? skeptical i can take, but being a bitch and all high, i feel like puking all over. what makes you think youre the only one with the best opinion? doesnt mean people shut up because they dont have better ideas. perhaps people just are too tired of listening to you and your croaking voice and your endless so-called the-most-rational-thinkings and looking at your irritating expressions with your raised eyebrows every time you think you've said something smart. hasnt it ever occur to you that people arent stupid and low and lack that much of judgment? plus, does it actually hurt to be nice? people ask for help, if you wanna decline, decline with decency. not with attitude.

initially, i really thought its just me. ok so maybe i am annoying, you know. perhaps, i am that low. and lack that much of judgment. but when almost every one is being condemned, then im like, 'whoa, what a stuck up hick'. and why o why do i even let it get me, let it go under my skin? yea, im prone to accidents, but that doesnt mean im a moron. and i dont really think i lack THAT much of judgment. and most of all, im not that low. unlike this cow.

i believe in karma, you know. yea, well, not exactly karma, i still have islamic values, but the whole 'what goes around comes around' concept. yea, well today you are up there, and someday you are going down!! and i really hope you'll feel if not as miserable as me, even worse! muahuahua.

there you go. cow.

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p/s : cekout ditty bops down there.

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