i see butterflies with pistols

i dont get why people tend to get so extremely ntah apa-apa dalam blog. macam living a lie.

come on la.

you know, i tend not to judge people through blogs. because the fact that most people will write something that they thought people wont even want to hear about. petty things. macam aku la. sapa nak denga yang aku selalu rasa macam constipated bila aku tak cukup tido? or me bitching over my stupid taya pancit? kan? so tak payah nak pura-pura as if everything is ok. as if you never undergo anger.

please la. i mean, shit happens. i know and i accept the fact that shit happens. but that doesnt mean i dont experience anger. once in a while. emmm all the while. apa-apa la. asal aku menerima qada dan qadar.

oh aku sebenarnya tak ada masalah dengan orang sebegini. sebab mereka tidak mencampakkan permasalahan mereka terhadap aku, but my point is - be real.

oh aku sebenarnya menggelupur kebosanan tihihi sebab itu cari masalah.

lala. peace out.

p/s : whoa that youtube chic Esmee Denters already made it big, huh? sakit perut jugak aku denga dia menyanyi. kalau aku try menyanyi macam dia aku terus cirit kot.