eff this cause this sucks.

wuuuu saya rindu glace. mahu ke zaman muda-mudi dahulu.. they put the GLAD in GLADIATORS.


tapi tak mahu ada YM. sebab dia saiko. lala.

ugh. my skin just doesnt do me any justice!!

i fuuuucking hate itttt!!!

and my stubby little fingers too.

i just think its not fair at all for people who have long fingers but they dont appreciate them by not doing anything. not doing anything, i mean, not manipulating the great length of the fingers to optimum usage.

seriously. macam tak aci gila orang jari panjang-panjang hanya pergi buat manicure ja. who the hell cares how your fingers look like?? well, yea okay. people care. but even worse, people who never did manicure. ambik jari aku aja laaa.

it kills me because everytime i played the piano i have to play the keys extra fast (sebab stubby tak boleh reach one whole octave). and i cant play power chords on guitars (sebab jari cam cacat tak boleh nak stay still for the posture). etc etc. cant think of any anymore but those kept me crazy alright.

if i could go under the knife to mend my fingers, i prolly would. i kid, i kid, i wont. oh wait. but would i?? hmm.

so anyways this is prolly the hormone talking. or the rashes on my face talking. its driving me up the wall, like, sheeeeesssssssshhhhhhhh!! my face is oily one day and on the other it would just dry up and peel off. and for the love of god, stop hurting me! it hurts like a burning devil. so every 2 hours i would grunt like a grizzly bear and then rub my face all over like a cat cleaning his face and then as a finale - i holler. like a distressed maniac. which i am.

lala. and im having mechanic exam in less than 48 hours. icing of the cake.