now its sugar, spice and everything nice.

i wouldnt give a damn normally on new year eves/new years. but.

2009 has definitely been a struggle. emotionally, physically, intellectually, financially and socially.

couple of last versuchs, attempts to straighten my life, that stupid car accident that costs me +700€, frictions with people who matter the most, eating disorder(mostly contributed by kemalasan nak masak), moving into new apartment, blablabla.

with the most second guesses, this is by far the most humbling year.

so i'm glad. that these are over. leaving dysfunctionality behind.

2010 should be good.

now i need to find money.

World Cup 2010, you just wait for me. South Africa, here i come!!