i'm so sick of being here right now. i know i dont even have the rights to say these things, but still.


i'm so sick of this tiny little room that i have to share.


i dun like the amount of light that's coming through the window. too bright.


i hate the small little fridge we had here.


i hate the fact that we dont even have a tv.


it really sucks that the sink is still jammed even though i dug it out couple of times. every morning i wake up there must be strings of hair which obviously are not mine.


i cant take it anymore because i had to take things back and forth from my bag since there aint no more space in this room.


and im stuck in this tiny hell till the end of august.













it sucks big time that i have this temp lifestyle.

apsal blog aku jadik gila nihh??


isshshhhhhhshshsh.


marah la aku!

aku sangatlah berada di dalam neraka bahasa. apa pasal la so thomas superman ni tak paham-paham aku cakap apa? apa pasal pakcik helmut sibuk boleh saja paham apa yang aku cakap? aku rasa gemen aku tak la macam orang afrika atau gabun, sepatah haram i dun understand. tapi setiap kali aku nak cakap kat si superman ni, die asik blanko. tensen la aku macam ni!!

walau pun begitu nasib baik aku buleh cakap inggeris. dan nasib baik jugak encik superman serta rakan-rakan sekerjanya buleh berbahasa inggeris karena kampeni praktikalku sekarang merupakan kampeni dibawah naungan amerika syarikat. sungguh pon begitu, aku kena juga menghebatkan diri untuk berbahasa gemen demi 5 tahun yang akan datang ini. aigoo, sesungguhnya aku fedap yang teramatlah sangat sehinggakan di tengah-tengah ayat gemen aku, aku terus masuk inggeris dan menghabiskan ayat aku sepenuhnya dalam inggeris. kadang-kadang terasa juga kebodohan maksima diri ini. terutamanya apabila aku terpaksa menerangkan masalah alat-alat menggunakan bahasa teknik. aduh. bengong sungguh kepala aku. aku budak baru belajar, mana tahu bahasa teknik. pening la hoi.

tapi sekurang-kurangnya aku tak pernah memalukan diri aku sendiri di hadapan encik timi oldskul yang comel itu, mahupun encik stefan kerek(yang sebenarnya kelaka la jugak). eh, cop! oooo pernah! depan tim. oh ya, dia pernah menolong kami menyelesaikan satu masalah main board karena boss kami sudah pulang ke rumah. sebelum itu aku dan yani bermain bingo dan aku si buduh telah menulis nombor-nombor serta perkataan BINGO itu dengan marker pen. semasa sedang menyelesaikan masalah, aku melihat ekor matanya (yang sangat besar dan berwarna biru itu) sedang meneliti sesuatu. ku lihat apa itu? rupa-rupanya kertas BINGO ku yang seterang dan sebesar gajah itu!!! ishhh... malu la. so much for making an impression.

hmm, tape lah. memandangkan encik timi masih lagi suka bertegur sapa, serta menyedekahkan senyuman, aku suka. aku suka. aku suka. sangat suka mata besar warna biru itu.

oleh itu, aku suka kampeni aku. walaupon aku di dalam neraka bahasa.








tapi aku saspek aku ternampak rambut putih atas kepala timi. penyiasatan susulan akan dilakukan selepas ini.

IMRAN ABBAS?? Youngest prince of pakistan

Huiyooo.
Aku buleh jatuh cinta.
A set of deep, grey eyes, luscious lips..



but bet he got hairy chest.

oh sedihnya.

besnya rakan-rakan sepermainanku bermain-main tanpaku.

serta rakan sepermakananku bermakan-makan tanpaku.

terasa tersisih sendiri di german ini.

people in myspace make me nauseous. no. thats too general. people, who have the same religion as me, living ALL their lives in my country, posting theirselves as hos on myspace, make me sick.

please. like, really. you people are soooo disguting.

im really opinionated. i dont really care if you are reading this, although you are one of my friends or for that matter my cousins. apparently i have my own opinions.

i mean, what's up with announcing PROUDLY you're a clubing perk? so what if you're a clubbing perk? you dont have to be SOOOO damn proud about it. it doesnt make you paris hilton or lindsay lohan. does it actually show your talent or capability? well, at least the hilton heiress is making a hell lots of money with her clubs. or it just shows how easy for guys to get under your pants? hmm. i guess having loose vagina really is the new way of climbing up the social stairs. well, if thats the case, then i dont ever wanna climb up the social stairs. let me stay and be a social retard. and please, you and the pictures of boozes on your dirty little hands - not impressive. at all. dull. durh.

and then whats up with closed up pictures showing your cleavage and tits and other parts of your VERY UNattractive flesh? urrrgh. that is sooo fucked up, people. fucking cheap. its like, you're having your own porn page. 1 star. and going up. thats just sad. the worse part is, even kids 13, 14, 15 years of age are 'entlightning' themselves with this pathetic pathology. all just because you wanna people to give you unsincere but so-called flattering comments like, "oohhh, you're soo hot" and "suweeeettt" and "i wanna get in your pants, bebeh". and you go ALL cloud nine! blah.

plus, i am sooo sick of hearing people calling themselves "i'm THE bitch"or "i'm hot!!". oh please, thats the 21st century's cliche of saying "im soo screwed and i desperately need an identity". 4 words, you ghettos. get. a. fucking. life. period. instead of trying soo hard to boost your self-esteem like that, and actually got nothing out of it.

chin1

aigoooo....

chin3

TRANSLATION;
mom, i took a shit but there's no toilet paper
i'm waiting for mom in the smelly bathroom
mom where are you? im waiting for you
im waiting for my mom
no, no, she's not going to come
"where are you mom?" "MOOOOOMM!!"

dad, i took a shit but there's no toilet paper
yeah
i wait and i wait but dad does not come
dad where are you? i'm waiting for you
i'm waiting for dad
no, no, dad is not going to come
yeah








HAHAHAHAHAHA

Chin2

Chin2, 2 korean boys lipsyncing to a song called "Jung-Hwa Ban Jum" which means "Chinese Restaurant" in Korean.

budak bujang - why siti

Datuk K dan Siti Nurhaliza

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Aku suka video ni. Keciwa nyahhhh.

sing-a-long!!

Terimalah...
Oh yea..3x
bila siti jauh aku rasa rindu hey
bila dia kawin aku tak nak datang say
kerana dia kawin dengan datuk k
datuk k datuk k K K
kau nak kawin dengan siti
kau dah potong jalan kami
ini tak boleh jadi
kau memang tak sedar diri

dulu siti kata tak kisah siapa laki
asal dia seorang yang baik hati
tapi siti sekarang sudah mungkir janji
kawin dengan datuk
duda pulak tu lagik...

datuk k nak kawin dengan siti
kau dah potong jalan kami
ini tak boleh jadi

walaupun kau telah menghancurkan hatiku
aku kan tetap meminatimu
walaupun sudah tiga dagu
aku belum siap lirik ini punya!...

pffftttt. this isnt working.


fotopages isnt working.


darn.


now im mad.


see? its not that i deliberately shutting people out of mylife.


life itself is shutting me from you.

where the fuck are all my masks???!!!!

fuck fuckety fuckety fuck!

Saturday, September 24, 2005

I hold her hands and pressed her to my breast,
I try to fill my arms with her loveliness,
to plunder her sweet smiles with kisses, to drink her dark glances with my eyes.

Ah, but where is it?
Who can strain the blue from the sky?
I try to grasp it;
It eludes me, leaving the body in my hands.
Baffled and weary I come back.
How can the body touch the flower which only the spirit can touch?



--Tagore