i see butterflies with pistols

oh the horror.

today was the first time i was asked to explain a proses in class. oh the horror.

of all the questions, why ask me about x-ray, huh? kenapaaa?? i could explain magnetpulver verfahren, i could explain dye-check verfahren oh so fluently. even eddy current. the fuck with x-ray??

i started with a smile. then i had the nerve to ask the prof if i could explain things in english.

hahah. oh the catastrophic incident.

i ended up speaking in deutschlish. macam manglish. english kejap deutsch kejap.

lanch betul ah. after the whole nightmare i exhaled. oh so loudly. mustve been a good entertaintment for them all.

aku malu okayy? what a boost of self-esteem.